Just too tired

Im really feeling tired. Im tired of struggling. Im tired of feeling sick. Im tired being in this world so ALONE! Im tired of not being able to be a provider for my kids that they deserve. Im tred of carrying so much pain. Tired of learning people i thought were good, arent. Tired of finding out that my existence doesnt even matter, to people I’d give my life for. Tired of feeling not good enough. Tired of feeling like a failure. Tired of life!